I hate this day. Everything decided to go wrong at once. My classes were fine, those were a breeze, even though I had been up until 5 AM putting together a project a piece for them. Again, classes were not the problem.

Found out Jon won't be coming to my sorority formal, and I'll only be able to see him for one day during April. Not that he bothered to explain why.

And that was the first thing that happened to me when I woke up.

I left my first class to find my car getting a parking ticket. Appealing that bullshit.

I was then late to my second class, but it was fine because she hadn't started anything yet. The project in that class went perfectly.

And then, for god knows what reason, hell decided it was going to make me its bitch. Besides being disappointed because of two things my boyfriend did, I also found out that some information was given to me wrong regarding a sorority event but I had already told the person covering for me that he didn't need to. I've been searching for someone to take my shift since 3 this afternoon.

That's not even the worst of it.

I just need someone to cover me for THREE HOURS but none of those fuckers will do it. So I have to miss out on something really important to me because my fucking co-workers are all assholes. I'm not asking for that much. It's three freaking hours and you get to go back to your life before anything exciting starts.

This has been one of the worst days I've had. I'm trying not to cry in the middle of the library while I type. This is the first time I've wanted to hurt myself in months. I'm just feeling so angry and sad and my anxiety is on a fucking roller coaster. I'm so tired of this fucking place. I can't wait until I'm home.

I'm just so done.



There's no editing and I'm not sharing it. If you happen to check my blog (since I didn't update on Monday), you'll see it. Otherwise, that's it.

Kaylee.