I feel weird these days. I'm worried my depression is coming back, after three years of it being relatively on the back burners. I'm sleeping with absolutely no problem. I'm able to sleep for upwards for twelves hours without waking up more than once. And even though I feel hungry, sometimes I just can't bring myself to eat. I feel like there's no reason to or I just don't want to.
I can't even write sometimes. I'll start and then the inspiration will just abandon me completely. I don't even want to write sometimes, or read. I have a final essay due on Monday and I've completely lost my drive for it.
I can't tell Jon because he'll just get worried and overly concerned. Which isn't a bad thing, but then I feel like I need to cater and pamper him so he doesn't think I'll try anything bad.
I just wish I knew how to handle this on my own. Luckily my anger and anxiety have kinda been on the back burner since depression took front seat. I guess not being constantly angry and anxious makes up for feeling sad.
There are worst things in life.
