Well school starts for me in just under a week. I’m only taking
three classes, and only on Tuesdays and Thursdays. One of my classes I actually
share with one of my closest friends. We’re already making plans to eat
breakfast together before class and work out together during the second part of
class. I’m also taking Biology and Texas Government.
I’ve started missing SFA a lot more within the past week. My
mom and I keep expecting me to start packing up and leave for school on Friday.
It’s going to be pretty weird this semester, staying at home, only going part
time, and trying to work as much as possible.
Guys I really don’t have much to say. That’s why this post
is late. I have had no idea what to write about. I guess the most important
thing that has happened is that I finally have a possible name for my anger
management problem.
Intermittent Explosive Disorder (IED). I’ve known that I
have anger problems for a couple years and my mom accepted it summer before
freshman year of college. We had talked a little about therapy and medication,
for my anxiety and the anger, but I didn’t want medication and I wasn’t remembering
to go to my appointments at SFA. I looked up IED and read the symptoms to both
my mom and Jon (at different times), and they both agreed that it sounded like
me when I got angry. If anyone’s interested in knowing what I’m like or how I act
when I get angry, you can read the symptoms on Mayo Clinic’s website.
Anyway, my mom and I are going to be looking into finding a
new doctor for me in this area, and eventually getting a referral for a
psychologist or a psychiatrist in order to do a full psych evaluation. I’d like
to know exactly what’s up in my head. Eventually it could lead to medication
and hopefully temper my problems.
And besides those awesome things, I binged and finished
Bates Motel on Netflix. They only had three seasons, but I can’t wait for the
fourth one to be added. Also I re-watched Teen Wolf on Amazon Prime. They have
all seasons that are currently out, which is five. Before I went to SFA, I
watched what they had of the show on Netflix, which was only two seasons. It’s
been nice. For an MTV show, I think it’s pretty awesome. The acting is great,
the cinematography is great, and the plots are interesting. I love it. Before
yesterday, I was getting through a season a day. I mean that’s only 10 to 12
episodes a day, but still.
Okay, well that’s all I have for now. I’ll update late next Thursday
after all my classes. Speaking of, because my classes are Tuesdays and
Thursdays and run late, I’m going to have to change the update day again. I’m
thinking Sunday nights will make the most sense. I’ll wait until the beginning
of September before I decide on a new day.
Okay, byeeeee.
Kaylee